So it begins

 Narnia Grace is 2 1/2 and Noah James is 1 1/2 years old- both have autism.  We are just in the "start of therapy" stage and therefore, are still learning how to swallow with these dry throats of ours.  My husband (Jim) and I have been married for 3 years this past May.  We had a whirl wind romance spaning 9 months, were married, and became pregnant 6 days after the wedding.  After the birth of Narnia, about two months past and we discovered we were pregnant again.  Noah James arrived on the scene in January of 2011.  Since then, we have had to endure strange looks when people ask Narnia what her name is and she cannnot answer them, stop Noah from sitting on the floor in stores and spinning endlessly around in circles, cart them both to countless pyschological evaluations and pediatrician appointments, wait out temper tantrums lasting up to two hours, and try to learn to accept and live a life we never 'sewed' for ourselves.  This is my process thru the greys and into the colors.